y life is like tis??!!!

just wandering y life is never easy...

it has to be so complicated...

everything just dun go on our plan..

WHY??!!!

OH NO!!!!!!

urgh...

i feel so spiritual empty la guys....

i haven't been going for church for 2 weeks!!!!

n tat's not a good sign at all...

in case u guys wandering y...

i'm going to repeat my history 2 weeks ago.. =D

last week ago :

my bro had his convocation... n i'm suppose to go wit my parents... but but but... in the morning of tat day... i end up having diarrhea.. so i ended up staying at home lo.. =( n yea... for tat.. i din eat at all for the whole day... tats surprising... :O

tis week sunday :

i wen to listen for undang.. actually i have been asking the ppl there whether they have some other days or not... but after asking so many times.. they say they oni teaches us on sunday.. so i have no choice but to skip for church again... sobs...... n i felt so empty n very "fan" for the whole day... GOD!!! I"M SORRY!!!! :'(

i hope i can go back to church ASAP ler... GOD!!! make a way so tat i can come for sunday service LORD!!!!

25/04/2010

yup.. today i actually went for undang lecture..

nah... for some1 tat has been like bugging me to get a license...

i OFFICIALLY STARTED my class today!!!

but..............

ITS BORING!!!

hehehe.. so next time... bring a friend together wit u.. or not u will seriously be bored to death there... n ya.. i nearly fall asleep there actually... xD

but the overall of the class was quite okay la... there r some parts which is super lame... especially the jokes.. sometimes u totally can't get tat joke wan.. n u will be scratching your head thinking wat the lecturer is actually talking bout..

so yea..

tat's wat i'm gonna update now la...

next week will be going for the test... harap harap la i get 42 n above for my test... hehehe..

p.s: for tat some1.. u know who r u la... (siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas) xD

jealous??

hmmm.. just talk wit a friend of mine which just got into a relationship...

just make me feel happy for them...

well... i even got a chance to know the other partner which i haven't been talking to him at all b4.

yeah.. just make me feel happy for tat two...

but

how bout me??

being left behind without a partner??

erm.. mayb i'm feeling jealous...

at the end..

i'm just waiting for God to give the "green light" for me...

facebook quoted : still hearing God saying wait..

all the best to both of u..

(u know who i am talking bout)

doing things which is wise??

hey guys out there..

in case u have read my previous post...

erm.. dun get too worried now ya.. i'm recovering from deep depression.. heheheh...

well.. to some of u guys... mayb u guys know wat i've went through... but keep it to yourself... as wat u guys have promise me.. (dun violate my trust on u)

have been talking to a guy bout it.. yeah.. he is my mentor.. told him bout it.. n yeah.. been taking his advice.. n yeah... i'm feeling relieve now... even though there is still a slight part of me still bugging me... well... its slowly fading away.. just the part where is bugging me is fading away okay... dun get me wrong.. LOL!!

My Facebook status for the past few days : " things will never be change if u don't apply wat u have learn. "

n for those who have been praying for me.. GUYS!!! I WAN TO THANK U GUYS MAN!! THANKS FOR BEING WIT ME... though u guys can't really help me.. but deep inside me.. i can feel tat u guys is really supporting me through my tough moments.. =)

My Facebook status : " true friendship is not about how long u know tat person, but is some1 tat comes n never leave "

well.. do cont to pray from me ya.. i still nid strength from God.. =)

okay.. just gonna write till here.. update u guys other day... =)

its never easy...

well... here i come again wit a emo face... to write a blog again

have u ever feel the type of feeling where some1 close to u actually left u.. or wen somewhere else... if u did... yeah.. u know how i really feel rite now.. its just like something important just suddenly just disappear in your life... n u try searching for them but u just can't find them...

well... i think tis type of feelings is actually overwhelming me... i just have so much depress tat i just dun feel like doing anything anymore...

i'm shooting some SMS (save my souls) call out... GUYS if u think u can help me wit tis.. do feel free to talk to me... thanks... if u dun think u can... pls dun come n disturb... I'M SERIOUS!!!!

tats a short update from me..
BYE!! =(